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Having had his natural exploratory
urge usefully tainted by the cruel courage that combat requires,
Boon’s psyche can now sharply identify the difference between
reasonable risk and fatal folly. He is conditioned for both.
“My
definition of adventure has gotten steeper and steeper over the
years,” says Boon. “I have discovered that every time
I push myself to a new limit, I am aware that there is still something
beyond that, and I want to go there.”
Boon’s
voice has a saturating quality to it, a natural commanding confidence,
but it thankfully isn’t tinged with the macho condescension
that you might expect from a former elite paratrooper. Instead
of talking to me, he engages me, reciprocating dialogue and encouraging
me to tell my own terribly unexciting stories.
Reading
Boon’s book and then meeting him was a test of my own manhood.
Almost every page has some kind of MacGyveresque escape. When
he casually reels off tales about how he negotiated his way through
interrogation with the Angolan military, outwitted a crocodile
and narrowly avoided death on the rapids in Sioma, it’s
easy to feel slightly emasculated around him. But Boon has the
warmth of a favourite uncle, the one who used to pop around on
the weekend to teach you how to set things on fire.
At
times Boon appears proudly cavalier. He seems to revel in touching
death’s fingertips, and talks of how he promised his wife,
Annie, he would phone her for one last goodbye if he felt he was
about to attempt something that could kill him.
“It’s
true. I’m not afraid of death, but I don’t want to
die. I love my life,“ he says. “What I have discovered
is that when you haven’t been close to death, you fear it
enormously. When you’ve been right there, you see there’s
no reason to be afraid.”
Being
“right there” has become something of a forced habit
for Boon. His time as a paratrooper exposed him to horrendous
conditions, which are spoken about as flashbacks in his book.
“The
trip was a form of post-traumatic therapy for me. I revisited
places I’d been in combat and it was very, very difficult,”
he says.
“You
normally need someone to help you deal with this trauma; I was
alone and sometimes I got really shaky, but I returned to that
trauma and I shed it.”
When
he talks about his life, his days as a soldier, I notice Boon
almost constantly removes and then puts back on his glasses. It’s
as if he needs them as a physical prompt to jump backwards and
forwards in memory.
That
Boon was inducted into a Zulu clan in 1986 and got married in
a traditional Zulu ceremony is not only indicative of his deep
love for Africa, it’s another contrasting characteristic
for him as a human. Apart from his courageous leanings and his
love of isolation, he is also a respected businessman who runs
motivational workshops in the corporate world and lists South
Africa’s First Lady, Zanele Mbeki, among his admirers.
He
is now in the planning stages of his next expedition. When I ask
what it is, Boon smiles and exercises the impressive crow’s
feet around his eyes. All he’s saying for now is that it’s
taking place somewhere in Africa and it’s something that’s
never been done before.
Towards
the end of the book is a beautiful passage where Boon compares
the progression of life to a river. Considering that he has drifted
towards death and managed to paddle away from it more times than
one man should be allowed, I ask where he sees himself now. Is
he anywhere near the end of his journey?
“I’m
somewhere halfway down the river,” he says.
“The
tempestuousness of youth, the turmoil, the rapids, the decisions
I made without careful consideration in the early part of the
river are now past.
“There’s
still a lot more to come, but I have the comfort of wisdom from
everything that happened in the early part of the journey.”
With
that, he puts on his glasses, leads me to the front door and says
farewell.
Zambezi — The First Solo Journey down Africa’s Mighty
River is published by Struik, R189.95
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